im sad

im vry vry sad...
it jz happen...
it did happen...
why? i cost her so much hurt..
and i hurt myself...
im so down...
nvr get so down... nvr....
im totally speech less now...
cant express anything....
nither my feelings nor thinking...
nothing to say... blank..

jz let me remain quiet for a while...
let me find myself back....
im sry..
i jz want to be quiet..
sry.... i mayb vry cold for dis few days...
but i really need time to get myself back to normal...
without wearing a smiling mask in front of anyone...
sry dear...

not tat i dunwan to write anything...
is tat i cant write anything....
u know wat am i talking abt....
sry....

except sry... is only sry tat i can tell u....
forget me for not calling u for dis few days...